KENAPA SAYA TIDAK MAHU ANAK?

is baby really a bundle of joy?

is it a joy when the baby cries at night?

is it a joy when we have to tahan the smell of the poop and change the diapers?

is is a joy whe your weekends have to be spent at home with the baby and not out and about painting the town red?

if that is what you call a bundle of joy, thanks a lot then. saya tak mahu... =)

now dont get me wrong. i am not a baby hater. i like little children. especially the cute ones. one year, two years old babies. they're awfully cute!!! saya bukanlah kejam sangat sampai nak pukul-pukul budak tu. kalau tak saya tak kamceng ngan adik saya yang 6tahun itu. =)

reasons why i dont want to have a baby:

a) the world is getting more dangerous day by day!!! rappist, wars, economic recession, harga makanan kat kantin mahal (dahla i dream of sending my baby to a private school... surely it's gonna cost me a fortune). seriously... if i have a baby of my own, i'm gonna be loving him/her with all my heart. and just imagine how devastated i would be if all/any cruel things that could possibly happen in this world happen to me? =( takut...

b) so maybe dunia akan selamat aman sejahtera damai dimasa akan datang. tapi, cuba bayangkan kalau anak saya membesar dengan tidak berjayanya? terjebak dengan kawan-kawan yang tak patut? ini akan menyebabkan dosa saya bertambah (dahla dah memang banyak dosa). i want to be a cool mum, 'it's okay baby... your boyfriend can come over tonight', 'it's ok sayang, awak nak jadi model taking nude pictures pun mama tak kisah. dapat jugak tambah duit dalam akaun bank'. =P but i know that these arent the appropriate ways of raising a baby (islamic way. belum lagi strict islamic way). so, people might say (if the child grows up to be a devil in disguise), 'it's all the parents' fault!'... ewah ewah, senang mulut cakap. then how about the imam's daughter who turns out to be working in a karaoke hangout place? how about us, do we follow each and every little thing our parents taught us to? no... because we're the children. our duty is to not following the parents' advices. =P

c) i am afraid of the labor pain!!! enough said. sakit ok beranak! i cant even handle the period pain sometimes and you'd expect me to bear the other worse pain? Abu's so cute when he said one day (he saw a heavily pregnant young lady) 'i wouldnt want you to be pregnant 'cause looking at the lady makes me think of the pain you'll have to go through'... aww.. that's so thoughtful of you =)

d) i'm afraid that i will love my baby so much that i might tend to ignore my husband (in the future i mean. i'm still single ok guys). told abu about this and he said 'haha... best la tu. i can hang out with my friends when you have to look after her (the baby) =)' haha..."so funny" abu!

e) i wanna be pampered by my husband. i want our time alone. and i dont want the husband to love the baby more than he loves me =P selfish, i know.

f) i'll have to sacrifice all my shopping money to buy the diapers, the baby talc etc. =( there goes my nice fcuk dress...

g) banyak lagi reason lain yang tak sesuai nak diletak di blog ini. censored. =P

i'm still young. maybe my brain is not yet ready to digest the idea of having a baby =)

again, this entry does not make me a baby hater. i love babies, but not for me, for now.

and dont worry, i know all the sacrifices that my mom had done for all of us. and i appreciate it.. but for the time being, honestlly, i am not fit to be a mother =)

have a look at my 6 years old sister singing Unfaithful. she refers to Rihanna as Kakak Senaman 'cause of the way she dances in the video clip. cute =)

i love babies. and i think the cutest baby award should go to Suri Cruise =)



photo credit: http://www.mosnarcommunications.com/suri%20cruise%2012.jpg



tapi her parents a.k.a the Cruises are creepy weirdos =P