havent been here for a while

i miss her so much

you know when you love a friend so much that whoever comes after her will never replace her :(

i have that one friend
and too bad things didnt go as we planned
and we blame it on the guys
and i blame it on me (part of it)

but i'll always love her
no matter how many times i lied to people around me that i hate her
cause she was the best that i ever had

i miss you so much
you will always be my favourite bitch
forever

i love you
SYREETA RAJA BAHADUR

and i really hope to see you on my wedding day

my night

it was a great night.
the ambience was great.
the people were great. everything was great.

TRUTH OR DARE.

akmal rezza ina hani ika awai eizaaz isa hafiz anna kuqin :)

mojo and baby for your understanding

simPATI kah?

i noticed that recently maxis had introduced another plan called simPATI. it really caught my eyes. because of the word simPATI. adakah ianya satu plan yang begitu bersimpati dengan nasib rakyat indonesia (yang halal dan yang haram) yang terpaksa bayar mahal untuk berhubung dengan keluarga dikampung halaman. atau adakah ianya satu kad SIM yang dikhususkan utuk PATI yang berada di malaysia? mengapa perkataan 'sim' itu dikecilkan dan mengapa perkataa 'PATI' itu dibesarkan? sama-sama renungkan. perlu diingatkan bahawa ini hanyalah satu persoalan dan bukan tuduhan walau dari sebarang sudut sekalipun.

jika sokongan diberikan kepada PATI dari segala aspek, memang semua PATI akan kekal di malaysia sampai bila-bila. (tidak berkaitan dengan perenggan di atas).

enough of serious post for now =) my next post will on the beautiful vintage shoes and baju kurung that belong to my grandma. they are fabulous!

till then, take care everybody.

MY LIFE IN HELL HOLE STARTS AGAIN

aih... the new semester has started..

i love seeing all my friends after so long
i love going to the classes (i'm a nerd i know)
i love the PTPTN money that i get
i love going out without having to tell my mom


BUT...

i hate the food here
i hate some people here
i hate the long walk to class everyday under the scorching sun
i hate to pay back the PTPTN money in the future (with an interest of RM 6 000)
i hate the bitches here (pardon my language)
i hate it

aih

BUT
cant wait to see Abu this weekend
baby i miss you =)

what's going to happen to the world?

swine flu. the flu is still spreading. i thought it would stop after a little while. thank god no one from my family is infected. i hope it will stay that way. and being a naive girl (am i still consideredas a girl now that i'm 23?), i thought people around the world will just be more careful and take extra care of themselves to avoid from being infected with the flu. instead, i dont know how i come across this web where it is really frightening how some people think that the flu was somehow a big conspiracy and is one of NWO's agenda. check out the website to see what i mean. and again, i'm not sure whether the guy behind infowars.com is a major crap/BS guy or not but hell he is so full of theories on various conpiracy theories.

indonesia. why do some indonesians hate malaysia so much when a large number of them, a seriously large number, come here to work for the cheapest paying jobs that the malaysians dont even bother to be working for. this one indonesian's blog owner hide behind the internet mask to express his hatred toward malaysia. coward. i dont want to trash the indonesians because i've had enough of all the fightings taking place all around the world each minute. i just hope that both the hating malaysians and indonesians will realise that not even one state is perfect but one shouldnt be defaming and degrading the others to gain a good reputation before the world. this blog is absolutely full with hatred and i am praying hard that any malaysian will not post any cacian or makian at the blog because that will make us malaysians appear weak before their eyes. if my fellow malaysians really have anything to say, say it gracefully and with penuh sopan santun dan tatasusila. if someone hates you, the only way to make them feel stupid is to be nice to them. good words will defeat all them bad words. being rational is the most important thing here. and i pretty sure hope that no malaysian will ever create a blog similar to that one just to express his hatred towards indonesia and indonesians. dont get me wrong. i strongly disagree when people come to our country ILLEGALLY and causing chaos everywhere.

1,2,3 A,B,C

the best thing about practical is that the supervisor or we the law students call them Master are so kind in telling us the hardships they went through to get the degree.

so far, i've had three Masters. Mr. Yip Kum Poh, Puan Zuraidah Yatim and Puan Roselinda Hashim. All three of them are great people with stories of their own.

helping Mr. Yip in his small (not small but ordinary conveyancing law fim) proved to a big challenge. but i did learn a lot there since it was the first place where i learnt about the real world. plus, he is a chinese guy with a bit of a high temper. marah is nothing for me back then. but he always puji me saying nice things after he marah me. fast learner la. smart la. he taught me a lot. especially to be not just a smart lawyer, but a savvy one. thanks mr. eddy. i was with him for three years. every short semester, i will go to his law firm and help him as much as i could. the lesson i learnt is that if you want anything, just go for it full force and you will get it eventually.

then it was time for me to go through a compulsory practical. i decided to go to a new venue since i've learnt so much about conveyancing. (so i thought). so i chose TV3.

i wasnt nervous. really. more to curious. i was curious of how will the workplace turns out to be. how will the people there be. will i get to learn alot about broadcasting laws.

on the first day, we were introduced to the Big Boss Puan Roselinda. a beautiful and warm lady she is. and i still remember how on the first day she invited us to join the Media Prima Annual General Meeting. in my mind was, food food food.. =) from her, i get to know some little infos regarding studying laws in the UK. chambering there etc. oh ya, btw she is Malay-Irish. later on i found out that she is actually a mother of four. a son plus a triplet. that was so amazing to hear. becasuse at first i thought she was not even married. the children ARE cute. Mika, Mila, Kael and Kyra. she showed us their pictures on the last day we were there. i learnt from her, indirectly, that you can be a career woman without neglecting your love and family life. and if i'm not mistaken, i think we share one similar value that is we do not really care about other people's business (in a good way. bukan sombong) unless those we are really close with and we prefer to do our own things. jst my observation laa.. kalau salah, my mistake.

the same lesson i learnt from Puan Zuraidah. secretly, i refer to her as Bos Kecik since the Big Boss is Puan Linda. she is a lso a lovely lady. has been workng with tv3 for more than 10 years. no no no she is not forty plus. still a young lady. and i just figured out that she has a blog too. she is happily married and they are so in love even after seven years of marriage. the biggest lesson i learnt from her, indirectly too, is to believe in the power of love =) because she has this one beautiful perhiasan dinding with "Believe in Love" (something like that laa..) on it. and another thing she taught us is to be aggressive nad outstanding. oh ya, she too has twin girls, Tia and Mia.

both of my lady bosses are not like my Mr. Eddy who was temperamental and cakap lepas. i thought they would be the lady bosses which people loathe the most and it is a suprising fact that they are actually cool and beautiful ladies.

i took the picture from Bos Kecik's blog. Bos Kecik in Yellow and Big Boss in Black. this was at Tia and Mia's birthday party last Saturday.

'kael,the daddy,mila,tia,mama,ghazi,kyra,the mummy,mika,mia and papa'- Bos Kecik wrote this. the daddy = Big Boss's husband. mama = Bos Kecik. the mummy = Big Boss. Papa = Bos Kecik's husband.

Bos Kecik with half of the birthday girls, Tia Khadeja.

THANKS TO ALL MY THREE BOSES FOR ALL THE LESSONS!!!

NOW, WHO SAID LAW GRADUATES ARE BORING??? MY BOSSES ARE ALL COOL =)

oh ya, out of topic. i read something that makes me Thank God so much in Yahoo Featured News. The Bloody America has finally retreated from Iraq. After all the damages they have done, baru diorang nak berundur. the one i feel sad the most is when they attacked all buildings in Iraq especially the museum because it is where the people get the chance to know their history. cuba kalau orang attack dia punya museum of art tu, mau satu dunia dia nak tuduh and nak serang. ni dia terang-terang serang tapi orang tak boleh buat apa-apa. whatever. thank god for the good news. alhamdulillah.

photo credit: Bos Kecik's blog